I have visited Pakkin 's office this afternoon after lunching with him in Shatin. . P introduced me like this " she is my sister(cousin), who comes back from paris." predictably,Paris drew all the attractions. I did enjoy every single chat with his colleagues. Even I may not know how to explain CPE...after reading alone next to P, I joined the selection of the cover photo fort U+. thanks God for taking me there, seeing P, meeting interesting people...
i have read a book, called 'modern bodies' in his office. actually, i have seen it before, Raymond has presented it to us.
I know P will provide me lots of reading materials, i really want to know more about the close system and and open system of personality you mentioned. I know it could help the CKS relationship. I resemble them, but i could also see the upside-down changes in the past 2 years. hey,what 's going on? I love to study objectively about my change.
facing the same problem : what is the axle ? um....I get rough idea in my mind, i know i have to focus and concentrate in a particular field.um, but it seems that the answer is already given by the situation I encounter...
having another long chat with Scarlet, sharing how we experienced God miraculously,even we have a pleasant chat, I feel uncomfortable when she asks me to admit that I am self-centred and emotionals. everyone is unique and different, being emotional may be a weakness ,but it is why i am compassionate and sensitive to my friends and full of passions to create. i just have to surrounder...nothing else. don't come to force me to change, and please be a bit sensitive that I have already changed a lot...
it is not because you are harsh, but you didn't try to know more about my life and my thoughts before you carry out your estimation. I don't like to be misunderstood. especially ,when she mention the relationship between my friends an me, it really pissed me off. she hasn't got involved in any of my gathering, nor even talked to them. but she believes confidently that I don't treat my friends well, I don't know what love is and i am just a receiver of their love and care, I don't know how to love and care the others.
missing RSBs, chat with tang qi, joseph, hua, and yi huan. i really need your spiritual support in your prays. a bit frustrated last night when i was lying on the bed. today is better...
miss you all.
PS
reading LE SEXE DES LARMES
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